Felt bored, so decided to pay gd old india gate a visit..wnt alone at 12am. It was full of life people chearing fr their loved ones, frnds clbrtng b'day, grp of stnds singing national anthem in front of "Amar Jawan Jyoti.family on an outing people wd dr lvd ones. I shld hv flt joy, hpness bt nill nothng cm to me.maybe my family is slipping away.there seems to b a huge gap words lft unspoken.days b/w the phone calls, no plan to go home. its all thr or is it jst in my mind i pray fr it to b ltr.i hp evrythng to b allright, my mood swings to stop..i wish fr so many thngs i pray fr enough enrgy to make whtevr wrong i hv done. and yes i pkd up smkng again. :-(